February 10, 2017
I was reading something the other day about how Tom Perez and his bungling a comment about last year’s Democratic Primary. He acknowledged that the primary process was rigged against Bernie Sanders in favor of Hillary Clinton and that the next DNC Chair Person would have to be “honest” and “transparent” to succeed. Then he essentially retracted the statement, stating that he “misspoke”. Or rather the party elders and establishment got wind of it and voiced their disapproval. Cue the groaning and eye-rolling. He was right the first time.
I’m trying to be a little less political, but this article I read kind of fits with my general train of thought on a number of matters. Our whole political system needs an influx of new ideas. Why do you think Bernie Sanders, the Green Party and the Libertarian Party had such a significant impact on the election last year? However, those ideas cannot be expected to flourish if truth cannot be acknowledged.
One of the overarching themes I’ve tried to deal with in my writing this blog has been the “Idea of Ideas” and how important it is to always embrace new ideas and information. When it comes to truth, I often quote Obi-Wan Kenobi from Return of the Jedi. In explaining his misleading account of what happened to Luke’s father, Kenobi states that “Many of the Truths we cling to depend greatly on our own point of view.” I keep throwing that line out there, but it is a good line.
Ideas were a focus of mine here, but how we regard those ideas is also worth looking at. Truth and belief can be subjective, but they can inspire ideas. I will admit that something I’ve struggled with is knowing when to challenge people’s truths and ideas. Where the lines are drawn. I have disregarded a myriad of them, but sometimes that needs to happen too. Although I would hope my writing here does occasionally inspire people to look at their beliefs, ideas and truths from a different perspective, I don’t claim absolute authority on right or wrong here. I’m sure there a number of opinions on that. I simply hope I challenged some truths and some new ideas came as a result of them. Even if it is just an expanded perception, I think it would be a benefit.
Regardless of the situation, ideas and truth need to be challenged.
November 7, 2016
Just saw something about how one of the Star Wars: Clone Wars series debuted today–the 2003 series–and that reminded me about how I threw out a few suggestions I had for where I would have liked to have seen the Prequels go. Primarily the movies, as the Clone Wars did a fairly good job of reconciling a lot of the problems there. Just having a bit of fun with it. As a writerly type, I always felt like the Prequels were a letdown. George Lucas didn’t really care and he was going to have to if we were. We already knew where the story was going, so it had to have some twists and I always felt like there were a few directions they could have gone. Having not really thought about it for a couple of months, I thought I would revisit this idea.
Episode One: Same general plot. Big changes I would have made were to have Anakin already be an apprentice and cut out the “Chosen One” nonsense. Something along the lines of him being Qui-Gon’s apprentice while Obi-Wan is on Naboo in hiding, having been stranded there on a separate mission and joins up with Qui-Gon. I just felt like there was a limit on how much fun could have been had once everybody knew his destiny. Also, have Amidala execute the Trade Federation leadership after they surrender. Having her in exile or imprisoned would allow the story to go darker sooner and focus the story a bit more, painting a bit more detail into Palpatine’s manipulations. Feel like Obi-Wan taking over Anakin’s training more sense as they would likely bond over their mourning of Qui-Gon, while Yoda has begun to have suspicions about the potential that Anakin carries.
Episode Two: Open with an assassination attempt on Palpatine, later to be revealed to be orchestrated by him. As Obi-Wan and Anakin investigate, they find that it is connected to Amidala and she might be able to lead them to the conspirators. While Obi-Wan continues to investigate and eventually learns about the Clone Army, Anakin goes to Amidala and tries to convince her to help. Encountering the Clones, Obi-Wan realizes they are all of a believed dead Jedi Master, albeit with no force sensitivity. It would be during these events that Yoda and/or Mace Windu begin to more seriously suspect that Anakin could be the Chosen One based on his skills and achievements. Rest of the plot remains essentially the same, although I would have Palpatine expressing concerns about the Jedi to Anakin and thus leading him to question the righteousness of the Order.
Episode Three: Anakin and Amidala are expecting the birth of their children as the Clone Wars rage on. Palpatine continues to weaken Anakin’s faith in the Jedi Order. Anakin’s frustrations grow as the Council begins to test him in secrecy to confirm his role in the Prophesy and fears for his wife’s safety. Obi-Wan, dedicated to ending the war, fails to see what is happening to his friend until it is too late. When the war has ended, Palpatine arranges an assassination attempt on Amidala and makes it look like the Jedi are responsible, turning Anakin to the Dark Side and triggering the extermination of the Jedi. Though she dies, Luke and Leia are born and survive. Obi-Wan goes to tell Anakin this, hoping to save his friend. Obi-Wan finds Anakin too far gone, they duel. Obi-Wan leaves Anakin for dead, with the twins being separated and hidden while Obi-Wan and Yoda go into exile.
June 1, 2016
Vacation is going. Selfie of my new tank top has been posted.
- Been getting a few drawings done, and have been working on comic pages. Vacation is going to be a bit of a catch-up phase. Should be able to make up some ground.
- Went kayaking, mostly just getting my feet wet–literally and figuratively. Probably didn’t spend much more than an hour of the time I was there on the water. Decided I probably will end up picking up crossbars for the top of my Jeep at some point. Mostly just getting a feel for the boat, making adjustments and reacquainting myself with the with it–I last did this on any kind of regular basis when I worked at Branbury State Park back eight or nine years ago. Has it been that long? Fuck, I feel old.
- I’ve been formulating this idea that Trump and Clinton are very much the same. When you think about it, they are. Trump won’t release his tax returns, Clinton won’t release her speeches to Wall Street–I won’t speculate too much on that but I suspect the reasons are very similar for withholding them. They have both taken money from Saudi Arabia–for different reasons, but I think it will be to the same result. The Clinton Foundation and Trump University have both come up heavy suspicion for various issues. I’m sure I could go for days on this if I really tried. But at the end of the day, you just have to look at the way they carry themselves. The way they talk. They really are the great Millenial Candidates. More the perception of Millenials–I do take some issue with that perception, although there is a bit of truth to it. With Trump and Clinton, it comes down to their sense of entitlement. To me at least, they come across as not really believing they have to earn people’s votes and should just be elected by supposedly obvious superiority. Crooked Hillary… Dodgin’ Donald… I look at the way they carry themselves and I think, “This is the way that Millenials are supposed to act, not seventy year-olds.” So yeah, my feeling is that unless Sanders somehow gets the Democratic Nomination, there will be a legit third party contender. Who that will be–The Libertarian Johnson or Sanders himself or someone else–I don’t know.
- My parents anniversary is today. I think it has been 31 years? Sounds right anyway, numbers tend to get jumbled in my head a bit. Suppose I should get a card. Might want to do something special, given the last week. My sister closed on the house her and her husband were buying, plus there was the stuff with my grandfather last week… It was a long week.
- Bought a Tank Top off of a website called Flex Comics the other day, a Deadpool themed shirt that says “Maximum Effort” across the chest. Fit perfectly in my usual size, if you’re ever interested in getting some of their gear. I’ll post a selfie at some point. The comic itself isn’t bad either. Anyway, I looked at the slip and there’s a hand written note that says “Thnks Ross”. Small gesture, but I found myself somehow very appreciative of it.
- Reflecting on relationships a bit. I feel very content to be single. This isn’t to say I won’t be dating or in a relationship soon, I just feel okay to be single. Really just acknowledging simple facts. I’m 29 and ready to actually settle into something that could go pretty far. Point is, I want to make sure whatever happens next isn’t caught up in making a point about the past. Avoiding that trap is part of why I won’t date until I’m done working midnights. I have entertained the idea of some kind of relationship with a couple of women, but there are certain aspects of those dynamics that I want to make sure I am more capable of dealing with. I have been in situations where I could not meet my own standards, I do not want to do that again. I don’t want to be in a relationship where I spend more time proving it is a good situation and that I made the right choices than just actually enjoying it.
- Saw something about how Nathan Fillion was apparently a real dick to people on the set of Castle, especially Stana Katic. A rumor, but it sounds like there was truth to it. Disappointing really, shatters that idealized image I had of him. Another reason I think that last season should never have happened.
- Glad I’m on vacation, I can actually get some of the things done that I’ve been meaning to do.
May 1, 2016
Just started reading Ready Player One the other day and an interesting observation occurred to me. I have not actually played any games on my PS3 in almost a year now. My PSP, my Nintendo DS… haven’t touched those either. Admittedly I have played a fair amount of Angry Birds on my phone, but even that has dissipated to the point where I don’t even bother with them anymore.
The boxes I put those gaming systems in remain untouched where I left them after I moved up from Shoreham. I don’t think it was really a conscious decision, I just found other things to do than play video games. Ninety percent of my video gaming was playing Final Fantasy VII anyway.
Somewhat related, in the NFL Draft the New England Patriots drafted a guy named Vincent Valentine. I find that amusing.
Also, it has almost been a year since I’ve eaten a waffle. Kinda irrelevant, but I felt like sharing it.
March 20, 2016
Just going to make lists of things I’ve learned and things I’d like to learn. Bit of rambling I just wanted to share.
- The way to a person’s heart being through their stomach isn’t necessarily exclusive to the male of the species. I suspect that at times there was a correlation between the amount of real cooking people do for each other the quality in other areas of the relationship. At least that’s been my experience.
- I find sometimes that the list of questions you can come up with about people will paint a more accurate picture of the person than any answers you might get. Why did they do this? Why haven’t they done that yet? How did they come to that conclusion? The more questions you find yourself asking about someone, the more complete picture you can get of their internal conflicts.
- I’m a good artist, but not anywhere near as I could be. And I want to be that good. Maybe I need a muse, but I need to win the soul wars first.
- I find that I generally get more resistance when I try to do the right thing. More encouragement to do the wrong thing. I spent so long atoning for mistakes or doing penance. I’m done with that. I have been for awhile.
- I’ve seen what I might become if I pursue a certain path and I chose not to take that chance. I will keep my soul, thank you.
Things I would like to learn:
- Musical Instruments. I have a guitar I goof off with, but have yet to sit down and learn to properly play the thing. There’s a local music shop in Bristol where I could potentially get a drum, ukulele, or another guitar. So many choices.
- Farming. I know the fundamentals, but would like to learn more. Despite how much pressure usually came with it, the best times I had with my ex were probably on the farm. I would like to try again in a situation where I can just learn and enjoy without the expectations. Funny story actually, I was looking on Craiglist, and my ex’s farm has a listing for an opening. And one more fitting with the land use aspects I was more interested in. Oh well, good for a laugh I suppose.
- Get caught up on a lot of the newer Magic The Gathering rules that have come up in the last few years. Every year they seem to come up with new rules and gimmicks.
- Get better with Web Design and Photoshop. I know a lot of tricks, but I want to learn more.
September 28, 2010
I’m kind of disturbed that my last post here got several SPAM comments trying to sell me steroids. Just felt like sharing that.
Working on some stuff, lost a day off today (Stupid WPC being shitty), so I’m kind of trying to get some random shit done. Might take a bit longer to get the new computer, but I’m very hopeful to be working on some actual comic book pages again in the next couple months. My work schedule has just grown even more sporadic that I’m constantly losing time to work on shit. Hopefully I’ll start getting my shit together and actually finish some stuff.
And here’s some random poetry I started working on awhile back. Kind of ties in with my Order of the Dragon stuff. Not really done, but I figured I’d share it.
Again he tries to flee the gun,
He doesn’t see why he’ll fail,
He might as well fight the dawn.
He doesn’t remember who he was,
Only the pain he is,
Living between life and death,
Seeing both but not crossing to either.
He wonders how it will end,
Which way he’ll go,
Which song he’ll be singing,
Heavenly melody or discord?
They ask him to kneel and obey,
Te stop fighting and creating war,
but he will not listen to them,
Because he knows he’ll win.
In one life he was a Prince,
But that was a long time ago.
He lives by random chance,
Trying to change his fortune.
Tepes fought for what was believed right,
Using everything he could to win.
Even now he does.
In the darkest of his battles,
He never lost his enemy.