February 1, 2017
Another week. I ordered a Deadpool mask.
- Did a job interview a couple of weeks ago. Thought it went pretty well, but it doesn’t look like I’m getting the job. Oh well. It was a local coffee company. One of the things that stood out to me was the specification that applicants aren’t smokers. I’ve speculated at various times that where I am currently might implement such a ban, especially after they reduced the areas where employees can go to smoke. People leaving cigarette butts on the ground outside has always been a problem, and I even found one in a trash can in the area where we box cheese–likely left thrown their after someone went out for a smoke, just sitting right on top of the trash. Given that some of the higher ups smoke and half the workforce smoke, it would likely be some time and effort before such a ban is implemented.
- So I was at Home Depot the other day, looking into a number of ideas for projects. Mostly just getting a vague idea of what type of gear I can or should get to do a lot of the projects I have in mind. Big one I was drooling over was a table saw. I’m thinking of building a few bookshelves and eventually a couple of desks–one for a computer and one for drawing. More of a project for when I’ve got a house of my own situated. The desk might end up being built into a wall, so I’m planning on that being after the housing saga is close to its conclusion.
- I was thinking about how other people working nights make relationships work. A lot are married, but there are a few people who are still single. Everybody is a little different, but I do think being in a relationship while working nights can be tricky. It seems to require a high level of patience, understanding and commitment. Part of the reason why I’m glad I remained single. In the past I’ve pondered the usefulness of a rebound relationship and have tried to avoid getting into anything based in desperation. People are fond of saying, “You’re 30, blah, blah, blah…” but isn’t the point to not rush and form better long-term plans?
- My father and uncle are in the process of getting a solar company to put panels on some of the farmland–the farm I grew up on until I was thirteen. It has been controversial in a myriad of ways. While I’m all for expanding solar panel usage, I do have some doubts about the situation. My family and the surrounding neighbors aren’t necessarily… “progressive.” Solar energy is something I’ve been very interested in though. When I was a heartbeat away from farming, something I had thought about was seeing if it would be possible to use part of a field for some panels. Nothing too elaborate. At the time I was thinking that they were pretty heavy into dairy and it might not be a bad idea to diversify a little–solar energy, pigs, maybe bit more foodstuffs, lately I’m thinking about goats, etc. Anyway, solar energy is a market I think there could be a lot of potential for. I’m sure there will be a fair amount of excitement with the process my family has set into motion.
July 13, 2016
Continuing to ponder the nature of ideas and beliefs a bit, a brief thought on gun control, some random workout stuff, a drawing and work update.
- I revisited the Ideas theme I last week and I was thinking about that again. The process of thoughts and ideas have been something I’m thinking about a lot. I quoted Obi-Wan Kenobi, which I should do more often. Anyway, I was thinking the quote I used. It’s a line from Return of the Jedi where he’s talking to Luke about Vader and he’s explaining how how truth is dependent on point of view. That’s a bit of a key point that I’ve been circling around. Beliefs can solidify a point of view too much. I am trying to emphasize ideas over beliefs if only because a belief limits and don’t necessarily work when new information does not fit those beliefs. Ideas expand consciousness and perspective. Create more possibilities and opportunities.
- I was thinking about Gun Control and this idea of MAD popped into my head–when there’s a shooting every day, it can be hard not to think about guns and gun control. By MAD, I mean Mutually Assured Destruction. I’m applying the basic concept of the nuclear arms race to gun control. We had nukes, so Russia needed them. India had them, so Pakistan got them–or maybe it was the other way around. Israel has them, so the entire Middle East thinks they need them–maybe it was the other way around and unconfirmed, but the point is still there. That’s a bit of what I think we’re crossing into, where gun ownership has moved beyond self-defense and into a territory of an arms race. “The criminals might have bigger and better guns, so I need them.” I can’t help but think that we’re just playing out the Cold War mentality with the escalation and increase in firearm circulation. I think it is important to remember how close the Cold War came to ending the world and how that mentality could play out in our society today.
- Enough serious talk for today. Cranking on some pages. Hoping to have a firm rotation and start date to be posting Order of the Dragon again. I’m a bit angry with myself for letting work side-track me so much. Also about the dragging out of the process of me changing jobs. One day back at work and all the momentum from the weekend vanishes. Mostly I haven’t made Stroganoff in almost a year and a half and I really want to. Anyway, I’m going to start posting pages on a new Tumblr page I have going. Did some testing already, not much happening with it right now though. Going to slowly upload some pages over the next few days.
- I got TimeHop on my phone and it occasionally pops up with some flexing selfies I took years ago. Mostly ones I sent to my girlfriend at the time. I just look at them and think, “Wow. I look so much better now.” And it is true. Despite the general increase in my susceptibility to illness, I am pushing 160 lbs right now and I generally look and feel better than I have in a long time. Definitely more definition.
- Kind of amused by the whole Crossfit vs. bodybuilding back and forth. I do look at Crossfit and see a few things that make me cringe. As much as I try not to discourage people from exercising or getting in shape, there are things in Crossfit that just seem like a good way to hurt yourself. Just throwing that out there. Mostly I just feel a bit whiny because I didn’t kayak this last week. Combination of work and storms.
- Good idea I had for a post workout meal, Tuna Salad. I basically make a big batch of it and have it ready to go for the next week. My usual mix involves carrots, celery, cheddar cheese, minced onions, relish, mustard and garlic powder. Lately I’ve been using an olive oil based mayonnaise, which has not been bad.
- My parents have bit of field land they don’t use for much of anything. They’ve rented it out for crop land, but there are spots they don’t do much with. It is a bit swampy at places and a lot of hillside, so my mother has been wanting to pasture it off. I’ve thought that would be a cool project to get into at some point. I was thinking about it a bit more, and I would like to raise some goats. I think it would be a really good area for goats and in general I think they would be fun to have around.
- Quick add-on. This afternoon, I got phone call. It was from a relative, who worked with a state agriculture agency. She does work with my ex’s farm. She wanted to know the ex’s cellphone number. I deleted it from my phone after a couple of months of us making fools of ourselves every time we exchanged words. Now that I think about it, I think I could find it if I had to–not going to, but I think I could. My question would be, after a year of us generally making asses of ourselves every time we exchange words, should I have her phone number readily available?