April 12, 2017
It’s not a bad thing finding out that you don’t have all the answers. You start asking the right questions.
-Erik Selvig “Thor”
- I see a story floating around about how the guy on that United Airlines flight was convicted of trading drugs for sex and was not actually a licensed doctor. Question: does that really matter? I mean, his argument for staying on the plane might have been bullshit, but isn’t it kind of ridiculous that airlines overbook like that in the first place? And that they handled themselves like that?
- Saw the Thor: Ragnarok trailer. Watched it five or six times. Trying not to judge much based on it. I wasn’t a huge fan of opening with narration like that. Overused technique really. Kind of continues the general direction of the Thor movies, although I do think they tried too hard to make it look more like Guardians of the Galaxy. Guardians of the Galaxy worked because it stuck to being what it was. It didn’t try to be like Captain America or Iron Man or the Avengers. Making Thor more like GotG isn’t something I’m overly interested in seeing. We will see what the movie turns out to be.
- Tried making Garlic French Fries the other day. Basically the recipe for baked french fries I know, only seasoned with crushed garlic and parmesan cheese. Acceptable results, although I might try adding some cheddar cheese to try to avoid drying out the garlic as much. A tweak I’m going to try.
- I’ve posted various segments of novels, one of which was centered around bodybuilding. In this scene I’m toying with, the characters are discussing the idea of submission and/or dominance in a relationship. The idea I’ve been crafting for that scene essentially is that while one person may be stronger, it should be their job to raise their partner to their level in all aspects. And if the one person isn’t as strong… well isn’t the point of life to grow? To become stronger? If someone drives you to be stronger, isn’t that a beautiful thing?
April 6, 2017
Ice-age heat wave, can’t complain.
If the world’s at large, why should I remain?
Walked away to another plan.
Gonna find another place, maybe one I can stand.
-Modest Mouse “World at Large”
Just a few more articles I came across that were interesting.
Some interesting thoughts on how open you should be about past relationships on a first date. Given how much I’ve discussed past relationship or two here, this seemed relevant. One of the reasons I’ve discussed a lot of details about how things went down was to be more open and honest about it, while still taking responsibility for my own mistakes. Never really thought of myself as being right nor wrong about anything. I like to throw that Obi-Wan Kenobi line about the truths we cling to on that. Working nights, I’ve only gone on a real date or two since then–kind of blew it in that case–but I would be more than willing to discuss any of what happened in the past if only to make sure there is a clear understanding of what expectations are and how best to proceed going forward.
An interesting angle on Tomi Lahren’s recent dismissal from the Blaze. Apparently the Blaze owns her Facebook page and could post in her name or just delete it altogether. She’s apparently trying to get control of the page, but that won’t likely be successful. Just as we need to be careful with who is given a platform, I think it is equally important to be clear about who’s in control of that platform. You hurt the integrity of all involved if there is ambiguity about who is actually speaking.
Apparently Michael Bay thinks there could potentially be 14 more Transformers movies. Overkill. As much as I like explosions and action sequences, I think they are already taking this further than they really should and wonder if there is much more to offer other than racially insensitive caricatures.
Ghost In The Shell Movie could lose money. Not surprising, given the controversy surrounding it. I was kind of surprised when Scarlett Johansson took the part. Seems like she would have been much more aware of the controversy involved and have avoided taking part in this film.
April 2, 2017
I try not to spam people’s FB or Twitter or whatever too much with posts and articles, so I’m going to do a general, “Here Are a Few Things I’ve Read Lately” post to try to keep it somewhat organized. Today’s will just be a couple of articles that stood out to me, something to think about.
Jobs That Will Cost You The Most Sleep. This was a bit of an interesting read in that it made me feel a bit better about my lack of sleep as it stated my particular industry has 48.9% of people reporting less than seven hours of sleep, probably higher for workers of the nightshift. Felt a little less… alone in my insomnia after seeing that number. It is interesting in that there is no benefit for anyone involved. They estimate in the article that lack of sleep costs the US economy up to $411 billion a year. 1.2 million lost days of work.
Americans Are Having Less Sex. I suppose this relates to the first article a bit, in that our professional lives are screwing us all up. I remember at some point in the course of our back and forth an ex said something about how I should “read a book about sex and the female body.” Now part of me has wondered if she was serious or trying to be a bitch when she said that, but I always found that to be a ridiculous statement in that I always felt that the biggest hindrance in our sex life was her lack of clarity and openness about sex–possibly a result of some of the factors outlined in that article? I don’t know, but I am leaning that way. At work I’m outright refusing any and all overtime if only because I have grown much more aware of a greater need for a work/home separation. And I do feel I’ve observed an increase my sex drive lately, possibly as a result of acknowledging that need. Could the decrease in sex be a result in the continued degradation of our work/home separation? Related to the increase in anxiety and mental health issues?
March 29, 2017
The Ancient One: Arrogance and fear still keep you from learning the simplest and most significant lesson of all.
Dr. Stephen Strange: Which is?
The Ancient One: It’s not about you.
- That exchange from the Doctor Strange movie keeps coming back to me. Kind of hits a point most people keep missing and refuse to acknowledge when it smacks them in the face.
- Taking a bit of break from Overwatch, playing a bit more Skyrim. Put off working on my PS4. I think I’ll try to play Overwatch more when I know people I actually know are playing. Haven’t played very much as the new character, interesting power set though.
- Came across an article last week that really got me thinking. It was essentially discussing how difficult it is to study relationship without showing a bias towards monogamy. The basic conclusion was that we are conditioned into believing that all relationships should strive towards a monogamous male-female set up and that’s the ideal. That conditioning also makes it less likely for an unbiased study of relationships. It just made a lot of really good points about how much of what take to be our cultural ideals are in fact things we’re conditioned into rather than what we determine are best for ourselves. Not saying that everybody should go try a polyamorous lifestyle, but it does help to remind people to not take everything at face value.
- I’ve written in the past about Tomi Lahren, mostly stating that I find her to have a limited understanding of the topics she discusses and more parrots her talking points than anything else. Apparently she lost her job at the Blaze over the abortion comments she made on the View. Glenn Beck has responded with some criticism of her remarks, citing a lack of intellectual honesty on Lahren’s part. While I don’t necessarily disagree with Glenn Beck on that, but her comments were on par with her statements on a number of other issues and did not yield a response. Why was this the line that she shouldn’t have crossed?
- I’ve really avoided writing about abortion. I don’t think nearly enough women have been a part of that conversation and that needs to change. To a certain extent, I do think we need to reevaluate it from a modern viewpoint. I do think the moral and religious arguments against abortion are too deeply rooted in a time where life expectancy was considerably shorter than it was today and the infant mortality rate was much higher. With that in mind, it is important to acknowledge that there are more people alive now than ever before and they are living longer–to the point where we struggle to feed the people already living. On that thought, I do think it is somewhat irresponsible to bring a baby into the world if it is not likely to have the opportunities we all deserve at birth. I have also heard the argument that Roe v. Wade resulted in lower crime rates as there were fewer unwanted pregnancies and therefore fewer children at risk to get involved in crime due to growing up in a disadvantaged situation. However, the choice is not society’s to make. It should be between the parents and their doctors.
- Finish today’s post on something a bit more… fun. Starting to rearrange some things to facilitate more drawing. I’ve been slacking, but hopefully that will be remedied soon. Have been doing a bit of a series of drawings that I post on Instagram, calling them the “Pretending to be working” series. It gets the stuff going at least.
- Made tacos with Bison meat. It was good. I should make Tacos more often.
March 22, 2017
Waking up can be the hardest thing to do.
- I had succeeded in playing as every character in Overwatch for at least an hour. At least until yesterday, when the new character came out. Will be getting that caught up in the near future. It was worth it for the other characters. Helped me to better appreciate each one’s abilities and skills. I would say on some level that’s the right way to play.
- Been drawing more at work lately. Feel like that’s a good thing. Now if I could just get focused on actual comic pages again… Mostly I’ve just been struggling with certain panels and that’s slowed me down a bit.
- I was reading this article recently about how complaining creates more negativity and basically only begets more complaining and negativity. The article itself recommended a focus on solutions to remedy this. When I’ve written about a number of issues, events, topics, and people here, I do see a lot of complaining and negativity in those scenarios with very few solutions being offered. I prefer not to entertain “What If…” scenarios, but I do think a lot of things would have played out differently if people had been more focused on solutions rather than getting caught up in their own negativity.
- I get thinking about “What if…” scenarios. I have occasionally come across an event or two that brings them up, I’ve written in some detail about them. What if I had left the Cheese Plant for any of the various jobs I had interviewed for? What if I had been more encouraged or willing to get into farming? I could list off dozens of these. I don’t seriously speculate on them too much or really believe the ultimate outcome would necessarily be different. I admit I have made a myriad of mistakes. If I can make amends for them, I do. There are some I can’t, although I would not necessarily turn the opportunity to do so if it was the right thing to do.
March 15, 2017
I might be a bastard sometimes–maybe most of the time–but I try to use it for the greater good.
- Planning on upgrading the hard drive on my Playstation 4. I’ve heard its a relatively simple process. Just need to get the gear for it.
- Getting closer to an hour of gameplay for each character in Overwatch. At least until the new one becomes available. As for this posting, I’ve got one character at an hour and the others are all at fifty minutes or more. It has been a lot of fun although there are characters I’d just as soon not play after this experiment is done. Not going to get all “These characters suck, these characters don’t…” but I just have some preferences.
- I tend to leave the microphone plugged in and ignore it when I play Overwatch. Usually I’m playing with random people, so I don’t talk to them too much. The bigger thing is people don’t realize they’re on mic and I get to hear discussions about feeding their kid a PB&J sandwich. It’s almost better when its in a language I don’t speak.
- Annoyed that I lost track of my compass and French curves. Couple of pages I could really use them for. Found the French curves at least. Will have to keep looking for the compass.
- Had a close call with my Macbook laptop the other day. Screen was lighting up, but did not seem to be getting a signal. Was convinced there was bad connection–apocalypse scenario was the motherboard was fucked, but I felt pretty safe ruling that out–and was planning to bring it to one of the nearby people who work on Macs. More on a lark than anything–to clean it up before it went into the shop–I got an airblaster and hit up around the keys and the vents. Working fine as of this writing. A little luck with my ridiculously expensive computer. I eventually want to set up a desktop, but that’s an “own place” kind of thing.
- Rearranging my workout rotation. Given that I need to up the cardio, I’m only going to the gym five days a week. Saturday and Sunday will be days for Cardio–kayaking when it warms up enough. Basically the workout are going to concentrate more on back and shoulders, basically the stuff I need to improve on.
- Had a breakfast burrito the other day with black beans in it. Still find the taste of beans to be annoying, but I ate it just fine. Making progress on that goal. Eating healthier, I think it does change my tastes a bit. Going to look into some recipes and see what I can find for recipes involving beans.
March 8, 2017
Been playing a lot of Overwatch. Making it a goal to play at least one hour as each character. That could take awhile.
- Started getting serious again with the Order of the Dragon stuff. Drawing it out in pencil, rather than on the computer. I just like the feel of it better. Going to try to do more of a hybrid workflow. The mix has worked well in other projects, I’m hoping for the same here. I always found a more hybrid approach more appealing, as there are some details that I can get better in pencil and some I can get better digitally. If I have what I consider to be a healthy start, I might start posting new pages in the next week or two. That’s kinda dependent on me stopping with Overwatch long enough.
- Still giving some thought to bringing back Chlorine and Acid in some form, just want to make sure I get it right. One of my main goals with that–and in writing here–is to get some more self-evaluation going. I might be too open and honest at times, but there is a goal at work. Try to share the ideas that will help people grow. I feel like that I failed that in the first go around, but I wonder if a more focused attempt might work for the comic.
- So I heard there will be Star Wars: Rebels Season Four. Is there enough story left to tell? I mean, I feel like the storylines for each character are wrapping up now–we got the freaking Obi-Wan and Maul showdown coming up–and the Rebel Alliance has essentially been formed. I just have to wonder if there is going to be enough story to tell and if it is really going to justify a fourth season.
- So I live the next town over from Middlebury, where there were protests recently about Charles Murray’s speaking engagement and a professor was injured in the course of events. I am honestly not that familiar with his views, but those I am aware of are ones I don’t necessarily agree with. I get the impression that his beliefs influence his research and potentially skew it. Not to fault having beliefs, but there are times when beliefs can interfere with your ability to observe, think and develop ideas. I would personally prefer to see people challenge his ideas than resort to violence, but I can understand the strong feelings.
- Freedom of Speech should be about ideas, but do when certain individuals aren’t really bringing ideas, should they be entitled to a platform? Is Murray really bringing ideas to the table? Was Milo Yiannopoulos anything more than an exploited and troubled individual? (Not to dismiss anything he said, but I do think there are some real personal issues at work there)